Ascended Master Jesus, March 30, 2013 through Kim Michaels.
The fallen ones, what they did to me was in a sense inconsequential because there was never an opportunity that those who were the most blind among them would be awakened. There was a certain opportunity that those that I had taken on as my disciples could be awakened for they were not as trapped in the fallen consciousness as the Sanhedrin and the Roman leaders. Nevertheless, those who are the most trapped cannot be awakened by anything that you might say or that you might demonstrate.
I came to the realization while I was hanging, feeling the weight of my body threatening to suffocate me, feeling the intense pain of having so much of my body weight hanging on the nails in my hands, feeling how my lungs were filling up so that I could barely breathe knowing that in just a matter of minutes my physical body would expire. As I was hanging there, I finally saw that the crucifixion and my entire mission was never about changing the fallen beings.
It was about changing my own attitude and outlook so that I could make the decision to be completely non-attached to the fallen beings and to leave them behind. I had to be willing to leave them behind completely and utterly, to be willing to let God and God’s law take command of what should happen or should not happen to them. I was finally non-attached to their fate, to their destiny. It was no longer my responsibility to do anything with or for the fallen beings.
This is one of the last initiations you must pass on earth. It often takes an individual form, for as Venus said, you descend with a certain vision that you want to improve things on earth. You want to produce a certain result, and that vision is your personal cross. The vision that you need to do something that depends on the choices of other people, especially those in the fallen consciousness, that vision, that belief, becomes your personal cross.
The spirit that is your personal cross
You will be hanging on it until you see this and until you desire to do what I did: Give up the last ghost, give up that last spirit that you created when you experienced the initial shock of taking embodiment on earth. This was when you experienced that you came here with the best of intentions, but that you were viciously attacked, ridiculed and mocked by the fallen beings. At that moment, you created a spirit to deal with this, and ever since then your life has revolved around trying to give that spirit the outcome that is defined by the matrix, the thought matrix, that created the spirit.
It can never happen, my beloved. You can, as Venus explained, help raise the earth by becoming an open door for love, but you cannot help raise the earth if you hold in your mind a fixed, physical outcome. This is what you need to let go of. There are many, many spiritual people on earth today – the 10,000 with the potential to manifest Christhood but millions more that can manifest some degree of Christhood – that are precisely in the situation that they still hold the image that they can change someone else. Let go of it, my beloved and focus on changing yourself so that you win your complete freedom of non-attachment to the choices of other self-aware beings.
Do you see what I am trying to explain to you here? There are phases of the spiritual path. There is indeed a phase where you need to awaken from the mass consciousness. In order to awaken yourself, you realize what is the problem on earth, and you realize the need that someone must seek to raise their individual consciousness and the collective. Someone must take a stand. Someone must do something. That is why the Christ went out and ministered to the people. There is nothing wrong with this; it is a natural phase on the path.
What I am seeking to help you see here is that it is not necessary for you to maintain the illusion that you are here to save the fallen beings until moments before you exit the physical realm for the last time. You can overcome that illusion earlier. It will only help you actually fulfill your divine plan and the full potential for your Christhood when you let go of all attachment to other people and to saving specific people who cannot be changed because their minds will reject anything you say, anything you show them.
Vanity of vanity, all is vanity. It is vanity to think you can change those in the fallen mindset. Nothing could ever convince them. They can be changed from within when they have had enough, but those who have not had enough there is nothing you can do to change them. As long as you think it is your job to change them, you cannot manifest the fullness of your Christhood. You cannot help those that you can help, those that can be changed.
This is an excerpt from a longer teaching. You can read the full dictation HERE.
Copyright © 2013 Kim Michaels