| Answer
from Jesus:
The reason you are losing
interest in questioning is that your soul is beginning to realize that
it needs to get its answers from inside itself instead of from an outer
source. You still have not fully embraced this lesson, and therefore
you are still hoping that someone from the outside can come and tell
you what to do and how to live your life. There are plenty of false
teachers in the world who will gladly do this for you. Yet I am not
one of them, and therefore I must tell you the truth that you must get
such answers from inside yourself.
However, I have already given you many tools for gaining such insights—why
not use them! I must say that if you truly desire to overcome your impasse,
one way to do so is to use the tools I have given on this website. Everyone
needs spiritual protection.
Everyone needs to transform
imperfect energy. Everyone needs to have attunement
with their Christ self, and for people who desire direction about the
right course in life, I would highly recommend the
33-day vigil.
When considering what to do in life, always seek to discover what is
your greatest love. Then follow that love and be not overly concerned
about the money. You talk about going to school and finding out that
it is not for you and having wasted your money. But if you find out
something is not for you, then you have gotten a return for your money,
and you will also learn many other things in the process.
What you need to do is step away from the worldly perspective of thinking
that everything has to be practical and everything has to revolve around
money or certain outer results. You are clearly a spiritual seeker,
and you cannot determine what is right on the spiritual path by using
an outer or worldly standard. Using such a standard will only impede
your spiritual growth and prevent you from making the decisions that
will take you to higher levels of your personal path.
The dark spirit that you experienced in the woods was indeed sent by
dark forces to check on you and to see if it could somehow get you to
accept it and thereby stop your progress. Although it might seem silly
to throw a rock at a non-material spirit, by doing so you did signal
that you rejected the spirit and therefore it had no inroad into your
consciousness. This was an important initiation for your soul, although
it would have been more effective to call to Archangel Michael to bind
that spirit and to protect you from any imperfect energies directed
at you by the spirit. Take note that the spirit seemed like a void because
it had no light in it. This is one way to expose a dark spirit, although
such spirits can disguise themselves as beings of light. Nevertheless,
a being of light would not take on this appearance.
The appearance of such a spirit is actually a good sign because it signals
that your soul is ready to take a major leap forward in its spiritual
growth. That is why the dark forces send such spirits to you in an attempt
to prevent you from taking that next step on your path.
The deer that appeared was a visitation from a spirit of light, and
it appeared in a form that was appealing to you, given your interest
in native spirituality. The deer signals, but now in a more direct way,
that your soul is ready for the next step. The deer also signals that
the key to taking that next step is to attain the consciousness of the
deer, meaning the innocence of the deer. The spirit of the deer has
no aggression or malice toward anyone. The spirit of the deer is not
intellectual and does not seek to analyze everything. It simply walks
innocently through the woods without analyzing or judging.
The key to taking the next step on your path is to overcome the tendency
to intellectualize, to analyze and to judge. Once again, use the tools
I have given. I can also assure you that by giving the miracle rosary
to Mother Mary and asking her to heal you of the tendency to intellectualize,
you could take a major leap forward. However, this is a choice that
only you can make.
If you were really screwed up, to use your own words, you would not
be asking me this question. You are simply going through what you must
go through for your soul to finally come to the inner realization of
your mission and your deepest love in this life. As I have said earlier,
by making full use of the tools I have given on this website you could
make the process far easier and less painful for yourself.
Sometimes a soul chooses a difficult and painful way because it thinks
that by experiencing the pain and the extremes, it will learn its lesson
more deeply. In reality, this is rarely the case. All souls have the
potential to learn from within, and they do not need to go through the
outer pain and agony. Obviously, you have the right to choose to put
yourself through this agony, but I for one do not recommend it.
The purpose of the crucifixion is not to experience pain but to learn
a lesson. If you can learn the lesson without the pain, why not do so?
There is nothing wrong
with studying many different spiritual teachings. Your willingness to
do so signals that your soul wants the highest possible understanding
of God's truth, and it is willing to look for that understanding wherever
it can be found. The key is to realize that the highest understanding
is not found in outer teachings but only by going within and experiencing
the truth through your Christ self.
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